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My
Fantasies And Kinks
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you sure you are ready to hear what goes through the mind of an intelligent
yet submissive slut when it comes to sex? Keep in mind that these
fantasies and role - playing sessions will eventually come true (if they
haven't already) when my husband or Sinclair demands it of me. I've
never told anyone about these until now and they are pretty out
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GOLDEN SHOWERS
I was at a video party in Atlanta when I heard Sinclair and Kandi talking about
their roommate Rene', and that she was a "golden girl". I wasn't
sure what that meant and at first I thought she must have colored her hair
blonde. Then I found out that she likes to be pissed on! I thought
that was the most revolting thing I had ever heard! Who in their right
mind would let someone else pee on them? For that matter even Sinclair
would let Rene piss on him. Then I found out that Kandi was into
also. I couldn't figure out what everyone saw in pissing on each
other. I did a google search about this fetish, and found out a great deal
of information.
At first I was freaked out by the idea of germs in piss but then I learned that
their are none and its actually safe to drink. Golden Showers have roots
in all sorts of sexual acts or fetishes like humiliation and that started to
actually turn me on. One day I was at home by myself, sitting on the
toilet getting ready to take a pee. I looked down to watch a golden stream
of pee run out of me. I couldn't see it well so I clamped down to stop
peeing (we girls can do that), leaned back and spread my pussy to see a little
bit better. When I relaxed, pee shot out of me and across the floor
hitting the wall! I couldn't believe it! I laughed a little and that
made the stream start to fly like a machine gun. I put my hand in front of
the stream to stop hitting the wall and finished peeing all over my hand.
It was still spraying all over my thighs, down my legs, and on the floor.
From the waist down I was covered in my own pee. It was so warm and I was
so wet, that I decided to go ahead and masturbate. It was awesome.
I knew my husband wouldn't be home for a while so I fixed a lot of hot tea, and
started drinking a lot of water so I could work up another good pee. As I
was guzzling all of this water and tea I cleaned up the wall and the floor in
the bath room. After about 30 minutes I had to pee again. This time
I laid down in the tub, spread my legs, cupped my breasts with one hand and
played with my pussy with the other. When I could hold it no longer I
spread my pussy lips and started spraying. Since women can hold their pee
once it starts I decided to experiment. I sprayed it toward the bathroom
drain, then I shot it straight up in the air, then I arched my back and was
actually able to spray my breasts. I took my fingers and put them in my
mouth to be able to taste it. I guess since I was peeing clear and had
drank so much water and tea, that it didn't really have much of a taste at all
and it certainly was not bad. 
This now got me to thinking what it would be like to be pissed on by a guy after
he has had a few beers and was peeing clear. I got so turned on by the
idea that I dug out a water pick, hooked it up and put it on gentle stream to
simulate a guy peeing on me. I laid in the tub and ran the warm water all
over me. Then I held the pick about as far away as a guy would be standing
and I shot the warm water into my mouth. The idea of a guy pissing in my
mouth was more than I could take. I started rubbing my pussy like crazy
and cumming so hard. When I got done, I cleaned everything up and put the
water pick away. I didn't even tell my husband about it. I'm waiting
for my next video party to announce that I want to become a golden girl and that
I'm ready to be pissed all over and probably in my mouth also! I definitely
want to be pissed on like the photo on the right!
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USED
BY BLACKS 
I've been with many black guys in my life while doing videos. Just to the
left you can see me licking a black guy's balls. However, I've had this
secret fantasy of being in a room full of black guys (about 20 or so) and being
forced to have sex with every single one of them. As I said earlier, I'm a
very petite girl. I have very fair skin, small hands, small feet and a
tiny mouth. Big black cocks tend to stretch out my pussy and my mouth and
I love it. It also looks so hot for a tiny white girl to take on black
cock after black cock. I would love to be brought into a room of guys, put
on a stand in the middle of the floor and then be assembly line style fucked by
each one of them! Of course it would be fine for one guy to fuck my mouth
while waiting for the guy who is fucking my pussy, to cum. 
I know I would be nervous but I wouldn't want to stop until each black guy had
fucked me and came on me. The black studs would be welcome to cum in my
pussy, all over my belly, on my tits and of course in my face! When they
are finished using me they would all just leave the room and leave me covered in
their cum. No one would offer me a towel or help me down. I think it
would be so degrading, so nasty, and so submissive to be left there with my legs
spread, my pussy gaping open, covered in cum and sore from all the huge black
cocks that invaded my petite white body. If you are in the Atlanta GA area
and would like to attend a video shoot like this, please Send
Me An E-mail about how you would fuck me and include a photo of your nice
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S/M, CRYING,
THEN BEING FUCKED
I have been beaten before and beaten pretty
bad. Since I have very fair skin just about any strike on my body will
immediately turn red and a firm strike will bruise me. I have a very low
pain threshold and will cry if hit very hard at all. Once my husband took
me to a Dominate male that was going to flog me and test my pain
threshold. I was so nervous. When I arrived I hardly said one
word. I had to read some documents and sign a release saying that I was
willing to let this guy beat me and not hold him liable. I couldn't
believe I was signing away my rights like that.
I was told to strip naked and put on a bondage out fit that I
had brought with me. Once I took my clothes off the Dominate male
inspected me. It was in the paper work as well as the fact that he would
be allowed to fuck me at any point during the session. While nude I was
told to get on a table for my physical. He examined me from head to
toe. He put his fingers in my mouth, squeezed my breasts and poked my
pussy and asshole. It was similar to a regular doctors visit but it was
overly sexual in nature. He even pulled out a
rubber cock and said that he needed to test my gag reflexes. I was still
laying on the table when he put the rubber cock in my mouth. At first I
sucked on it and he commented that I was a good cock sucker. Then he
instructed me to open my mouth wide. I did as he said and he dropped the
cock all the way down my throat. When it hit the back of my throat I
gagged a little bit and he immediately pulled in back out some but not all the
way. The he said, "Open"., and he did it too me again.
This was repeated over and over again and I continued to gag and blow spit out
of my mouth. Once my face was covered in my own spit and running toward my
ear he told me to sit up and wipe off my mouth and face. I did as he said.
Then he said it was time to test my hole girth. He
uncovered a wide variety of toys in every size possible. I laid back down
and got ready for yet another test. The first toy he put in me was very
small and it easily slipped in and out of me. Progressively he started
using larger and larger toys until I couldn't take it any more. The last
toy I took was about the size of a woman's hand or fist but it was really
hurting me. I thought the exam was over but then he uncovered another
small table with more toys. I almost panicked as I thought, "Oh no,
he is going to do that to my ass too!" Sure enough he started on my
ass. I told him that I didn't like anal sex but he said, "I don't
care if you like it or not, I'll be the judge of that." I looked over
at my husband with desperation in my eyes but my husband just shrugged his
shoulders and said, "You'll be fine."
The Dominate male then positioned me doggie style and
strapped me to the table so I couldn't move. My hands were free and he
told me to hold my ass cheeks open. I couldn't believe that I was actually
doing this. The first butt plug was as small as a pencil and other than
the strange feeling of something going up my ass, it didn't hurt at all.
Just like before though, he started working larger and larger devices up my
ass. The last anal toy felt like it was going to rip me open and I shouted
and used the safety word for him to stop. He sat the toy down beside my
head so I could see it. I was shocked to see that it was about the size of
a large egg!
At that point he said I was ready. I put on my bondage
out fit and I was chained to the ceiling. I heard the Dominate male
wheeling over something. It was a rack with all sorts of floggers, whips
and other devices that I didn't even know what they were. I heard a loud
snap and then felt the wind of a flogger. It wasn't long before the
flogger was actually striking me. To my surprise it actually felt pretty
good. It was like a skin tissue massage. The Dominate continued to
change the floggers. Some were harder than others and some actually
hurt. He could tell what strikes hurt because I would wince then he would
lighten the strokes. This went on for quite sometime and he said that I
was ready for some real pain. He said to my husband, "She is already
taken more than I expected her to so I'm going to collapse her now."
I didn't like the sound of that. I used the safety word. The
Dominate said, "I'm only going to strike you 3 more times, you can use the
word after the first strike if you want but not until then!"
He unchained me from the ceiling and bent me over a big saw
horse. As I laid there I could feel the stinging on my back from the
earlier flogging. The Dominate male said, "I'm going to start on your
back, everything from there on is a surprise, try not to use the safety word and
I'll guarantee you that you will cum hard." I softly replied,
"Yes Sir." Then I felt a terrible whack on the center of my back
with a very hard flogger. The pain was unbelievable and I yelped out and
moaned loudly in pain. All of a sudden I felt this cool, soft wind on my
back. I have no idea what he was using to create the wind but it felt
great. The hair all over my body was standing on end and though I could
feel the pain, it was not as bad. Next was a paddle across my ass. I
felt like I was in some sort of sorority or fraternity hazing. It hurt so
bad and I even whimpered some. However, soon after the strike I once again
felt the cool wind. Then I felt something so painful that I literally
collapsed. I could hear it moving through the wind but it was too late to
stop it. A stiff bamboo cane cracked across the back of my thighs.
The pain was so unbearable that I screamed out as I collapsed. I laid on
the padded floor yelling, owww, owww, that was too much, that was too much
and I started to cry.
I hadn't noticed that the Dominate was now totally naked and
coming toward me with a raging hard on. I said, "No, please
No." I was still crying when he forced his cock into my mouth.
I thought I could stop him by biting on his cock, but he just grunted and held
it in my mouth. I was gagging and crying while he pumped his cock in and
out of my mouth and down my throat. I was a total mess at this point and
he picked me up from the floor and tossed me onto a close by bed. I tried
to wipe my face with the sheets, still crying and he ordered me, "Get on
your knees with your ass in the air." I quickly did as he
asked. Then he said, "Get you hands on your ass and spread your butt
cheeks." As I did what he demanded, I continued to cry and said,
"Please don't fuck my ass, please don't." I felt one of the toys
that he had used earlier slip up my tight butt hole. My sphincter clenched
down on it, then I felt his cock slip up my pussy. I was totally sobbing
and begging him to stop but he wasn't slowing down at all. He said,
"I'm not going to stop until you cum." I screamed out, "I
can't cum while I'm hurting and crying!" He grabbed a hand full of my
hair and said, "You can and you will!"
He handed me a vibrating toy and told me to get myself off
while he fucks my ass with his cock! He pulled the butt plug from me and
crammed his cock up my now loose asshole. I was still crying when I put
the vibrator on my clit. All of a sudden the rush of pain, humiliation,
being used, being fucked, playing with my pussy, yet crying at the same time
over came me. It was almost instant and I started cumming so hard!
As soon as I started cumming the Dominate said, "Now eat my load while you
cum." I kept the vibrating toy tight against my clit as I flipped
over to take his cum load. He pulled his cock right from my ass and moved
up to my mouth. I didn't care that his cock just came from my ass. I
was so hungry for cum and I was cumming so hard at the same time that I didn't
care about anything. My crying changed from pain, fear and humiliation to ecstasy
as I continued to cum. Then I felt warm streams of cum shooting from his
cock all over my face and in my mouth. He put his cock in my mouth and I
sucked on it hard even though it was just in my shit hole. I was still
having spastic convulsions from my own multiple orgasms as he wiped his cock all
over my face.
As my orgasms subsided I actually started laughing while
still sniffling from all of the crying earlier. My face was a total mess,
my make up had run all over my face and tears and cum were dripping off
me. My pussy was a soaking wet from my own orgasms and my ass was now a
gaping hole leaking lubricant onto the bed. After I cleaned up my husband
helped me into our truck to go home. I was in pain for about 2 to 3 days
and bruised for about a week and half. Every time I would feel a twinge of
pain, I would also remember what it felt like to cum while crying and getting my
ass violated. I'm not sure that I could ever do it again, but it is
something I will never forget. Actually, yeah I would do it again.
After all, I never did use the safety word and I can't tell you if it was
because I was feeling so good, or just forgot to use it! But yeah, I would
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STREET
WALKER
I've always had a fascination with street walkers. How can they do
it? I guess most of them are on drugs or something. An escort makes
twice the money, a lot less risks and the clients are better. However
their is a dark side to me that loves from time to time, being a street
walker or hooker for at least one "John" or a whole evening of them if
I feel like it.
Close to where I work is a seedy bar on a busy road that has
a hotel close by. After I got the hotel room, I took off my research lab
coat, my conservative office clothes and hung them up in plain view. Then
I cleaned up, put on heavy make up and strong perfume. I also have to
tease my hair up and change my normal look so that if any of my co-workers drive
by, they won't recognize me. I wear a very tight skirt with thigh high
stockings so that you can see a glimpse of my garter belt when I walk. Of
course I also wear a tight shirt with my breasts pulled up and almost exposing
part of my nipple. I carry a huge purse and wear very high heels.
I normally get off work early, around 3:00, so that I can get
ready. My evening starts off around 4:00 pm with me walking across the
parking lot and going into the bar for a few drinks. Though I don't come
out and say it in the bar, I let it be known that "I'm
available". Around 4:30 it's time for me to step outside and take my
place on the corner. I like getting guys who are getting off work or guys
who are leaving the bar so I usually start early. A few of the guys from
the bar always try to talk me into a quickie blow job in the parking lot but, I
don't trade for drinks and since the night is young and bj's only pay 25.00, I
usually wait.
As I stood their waiting I actually saw two people from my
lab drive by. They looked over at me but they didn't recognized me.
Shortly after that I saw my husband drive by to make sure that I was
"working". He pulled up for a minute and we briefly
talked. He said he would check on me every 30 minutes to an hour.
There are never any hookers on this particular corner. That means two
things, business is slow, but your chance of being busted are almost
none.
It was now about 4:45 and I saw a guy slowly drive by.
You can always tell when a guy is interested because they drive by real slow and
usually a couple of times before they stop. This young guy pulled up and
shyly asked, "How ya doing?" I said fine and asked him if he was
looking for a date. Nervously he asked, "Are you a cop?" I
replied, "No I'm a hooker by night and a research scientist by
day." He said, "No Way!" "How much?"
I then said, "I don't talk business on the street, let me get in."
I directed him around the block and while he drove I told him
it would be $100.00 to fuck me and that I don't do anything for less than
that. He said that he would have to get some money so I directed him to a convenient
store to use the ATM machine. He got the money and got back in the
car. Then I directed him back to the hotel. As we pulled into the
hotel, I leaned over and reached for his crotch. He was already hard as a
rock.
We got into the hotel room and he handed me the money.
My mind raced as I took the money and thought to myself, now I'm a street
walking hooker! I felt a little ashamed as I counted the money in front of
him. I opened the draw and dropped the money in. I turned to this
guy that I didn't even know his name and dropped to my knees. As I opened
his fly I said, "So lets see what you have for me." His cock
sprang from his pants as they slid down to the floor. I could see pre-cum
already leaking from his cock. I kissed the head of his cock and tasted
his juice. Then I started slowly sucking his cock. He was moaning
like crazy, especially when I started licking and sucking on his balls. As
I pulled away from his nuts and opened my mouth to suck his cock some more, I
felt him jettison a blast of cum right into my mouth. I jumped back a
little because I didn't expect it but I continued jacking his cock allowing
every stream of hot jizz to land across my face and in my mouth. Then I
gave him the courtesy of sucking his cock clean.
We had only been in the room for about 5 minutes and he said,
"I can't believe I came so quick." I told him that if he could
stay hard I would go ahead and give a little more time. Eagerly he
agreed. I lubed up his cock pulled up my skirt, spread my legs and bent
over the small table in the room. I looked back at him and asked,
"Will you stick it in me from behind?" He got between my legs
and slipped his cock up my wet pussy. His cock was average size but rock
hard as he pounded into me and his balls were slapping my clit. I slightly
opened the curtain to the window so that I could see if my husband was
outside. Sure enough he was. The guy nervously asked, "What are
you doing?" I replied, "Letting my husband know that I'm ok and
that I'm being fucked." He stopped and said, "Are you
serious?" I let him know that it was ok and that my husband likes
fucking me after I sell my pussy. I guess that didn't bother him because
he went right back to it.
After a little bit he asked if we could go to the bed.
I said, "Of course." He was totally naked and I was still fully
clothed with my skirt pulled up high and my shirt opened up. He laid me on
my back and got between my legs. As his strokes became faster and harder
he was breathing heavier and heavier and I could tell he was getting ready to
cum again. I pushed him off of me and slid to a sitting up position on the
floor as he stood in front of me. I told him to cum all over me from my
face to my pussy. Young guys sure can cum a lot! It was on my face,
on my shirt, on my skirt and a few dribbles hit my pussy. I was
covered! I sucked his cock a little bit more and then said, "Ok I
have to go now." He grabbed up his clothes and thanked me. I
thanked him and pulled my skirt back down and buttoned up my shirt. He
asked, "Do you need to clean up or have me take you back to the
corner?" I smiled and said, "You are cute, my husband is outside
and he likes fucking his little street walker right after she gets done with a
customer and still covered in cum." He said, "Wow, can I see you
again?" I gave his crotch a little pat and said, "I certainly
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EXPOSED
IN PUBLIC
Ok this is
not as much of a fantasy as something I will do one day soon. Now that my
friends and lovers, Sinclair and Kandi, have moved to New Orleans there is
something I definitely want to do. I'm not really a nudist but being the
only naked girl in a street full of clothed people turns me on. I want to
walk down Bourbon Street from Iberville to Dumaine completely naked with nothing
on but a hat on and high heels. I know for a fact that they have excellent
body painters down there. My plan is to be completely body painted with a
design. I have no idea what sort of design I want to have yet but I'll
figure something out. Then I plan to be dropped off from a car on
Iberville and start walking down Bourbon Street. I guess it will take me
about an hour or two to make the walk because I will stop to talk with people,
get beads, have a drink or two, take photos and continue to stroll down Bourbon
Street until I make it to Dumaine Street. I think it would be so hot to be
the only naked person in a party atmosphere walking down the street in front of
everyone. If there is anyway I can do this, I will!
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