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My Biography
This is a little bit difficult for me because I don't really like to talk about
myself. Maybe I have esteem issues or maybe I'm just shy. So I had a
couple of Tequila shots and decided what the hell. Here is my bio. I was married at the young age of 21 to my husband. I used to sneak into his house when he was married and give him blow jobs as well as fuck him. He divorced his wife and has been with me ever since. I'm married to a guy that is pretty kinky and somewhat older than me.
When I first got married my husband and I went through some rough financial times so I escorted and worked at a few topless bars. I always felt kind of funny working in a topless bar since I'm not very large breasted. Once I got my degree I gave all that up and concentrated on my career and my hobbies. I love horses and I have two. I also enjoy going to and working Civil War Re-enactments. I do a lot of reading and if you met me in public you would probably consider me the librarian or shy type. For several years I put the escorting and topless bars behind me. Around 1998 my husband was surfing the internet and found a porn company in Atlanta GA that was looking for models. I told him I didn't really want to do it but he convinced me to at least meet with them. I agreed to "just" a meeting. Within a short time of the meeting my ass was in the air and a guy I had only met an hour before had his cock deep in me. As degraded as I may have felt, I was bucking under him like a whore in heat because I was unable to control myself.
After it was over, I was covered in sweat and cum and I laid there with my legs spread open. I felt so dirty, so degraded, so used and yet so turned on at the same time. I didn't even clean up. I quickly got my things together and we left. My husband talked about the scene the whole way home and he fucked me like a mad man as soon as we walked in the door of our house. I figured that it was going to be a one time shot but the next thing I knew my husband was scheduling me to go back to Atlanta to be in another video. Then I heard him say on the phone, "No you don't have to pay her, just give me free copies of the videos she is in." I couldn't believe he was going to do this to me again!
So here I was driving back to the same place in Atlanta to be fucked by the same guy and the only thing I was getting out of the deal was being degraded in front of my husband. Once again I was so nervous that I thought I was going to be sick. As we walked in the door Sinclair (the guy I fucked the week before) walked up, shook my husbands hand, kissed me on the cheek and said, "Good to see you again sweetie." I didn't know what to think but my pussy literally flushed. I went from dreading this to being excited about it. We had munchies, a few drinks, took some photos and got ready for the video. My husband told them that I was into role-playing and that we should do that for my next video scene.
Sinclair suggested that I put on my wedding lingerie and that he would put on
his tux and we would do a wedding honeymoon style video. I was so excited!
So once again, there I laid, this time with this guys cum all over my face, in my hair and of course in my mouth. I had never done that before, tasted cum that is. But he put his cock to my lips and I sucked down every drop of cum I could get. I couldn't believe that once again I allowed another man to fuck me in front of my husband. The old guilt and degrading feeling crept back over me again. So many thoughts were running through my head. Am I a whore? Am I a slut? Why am I doing this? What does my husband think? Then it dawned on me. I'm a submissive slut! I then realized that by being a submissive slut, I'm not responsible for any of the degrading things that my husband makes me do. Being a submissive slut allows me to enjoy the nasty degrading things that other men do to me. I think I'm attractive, I know that I am smart but when it comes to sex, I'm submissive.
It's taken me quite some time to come to this realization about myself.
But now that I have, I have come to enjoy what I am! I love being used by
and shared with many different men.
Now I get to enjoy being degraded, humiliated, used, fucked and cum on by all sorts of guys. I've been gangbanged, double penetrated, whored out, loaned, fucked by blacks, and used by guys that I didn't even know their name. I always seem shy and retiring at first but as soon as my husband or Sinclair says, "Let's get going", I become a submissive slut that will fuck everyone in the room. I absolutely love it so don't let my submissive demeanor throw you off. If you have any questions for me, don't hesitate to E-mail Me. Love, Kitten (Your submissive slut) |